i am not tired, not sleepy, not worrying… Well slightly… But not to an overbearing extent. I am not letting the inner voices get the better of me. I feel like my mind is clearing, it’s strange.
I’m having a stressful time at the moment, and actually dealing with it. It feels odd. I keep waiting for the come down.
I’ve managed to ask friends for help so I’m not struggling alone. It’s strange, weird. I almost don’t recognise myself.
One day at a time….
But yet I feel like I’m dealing with things, I keep playing over my ability to do so well…. I can’t sleep.